Billie Jean is waiting
February 22, 2011

I just found this video on YouTube today. Its called “Billie Jean is waiting” by Henry Gorman- a tribute to Michael Jackson.  Beautifully sung, every line made a tear fall from my eyes. Sometimes, I just feel like he’s still in the world. Sometimes, I feel like the burial never happened, like the day never came when I was too shocked to move when I heard the news. And sometimes, I wish it could stay that way. I wish that feeling could remain forever. Like he’s still in Neverland, playing with his children and telling them about the boy that never wanted to grow up. I remember watching the interview where Martin Bashir meets Michael Jackson- when he told him that he wanted to be like Peter Pan. And every single time I picture that scene in my mind- Michael climbing the tree….” I never want to grow up” .. “I want to be like Peter Pan”.. reality hits me hard. And sometimes even when I know that he’s no more, I feel happy for him. I feel happy because I guess he is in a much better place. I don’t know whether its heaven or its simply the place where one goes between two births. I couldn’t care less. I just know that its a much safer place than this world. No wars, hatred, violence. Its what he wanted the world to be like.

Now, when I listen to the song, I realize that he’s still here. I realize that he can never be gone. He can never be gone unless he’s forgotten. And that’s something that will never happen.


One thing I want to do before I die.
January 20, 2011

Much like the show “The Buried Life”, I want to make a list of what I want to do before I die. I was thinking about all the things I’d like to do before I die and start doing it already. [haha] Well, it ain’t such a bad idea you know? So I kept thinking and there were a lot of things I wanted to do. I started ruling out all the impossible things and started paying attention to the things I could really do. And, I ended up ruling out almost everything on my list. Some of them included “I want to meet Johnny Depp” , ” I want to stone my enemy”, so and so. [=D] So, finally, there was just one thing left out.Before I die, I want to tell my parents that I love them. And this time, I’d really mean it. I know that its a common thing to say,but for me, those words are hard to say. [:-(] But this time, it would be different. I want them to see the appreciation and love for them that I have in my eyes. [does that seem weird to you?] It wouldn’t mean anything to the others around, I know. But, it’d make a big difference in my Life. The satisfaction, that I did what I wanted to do before I die.

The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.

-Nat King Cole’s “Nature Boy”


To all the people in my L.I.F.E.

Celtic Tales
January 15, 2011

Heavy metal music, Pop, Hip Hop, Death metal, Goth, Soft Rock, Rock, Punk rock so and so are the type of music preferred by almost everyone. If I were to choose between Celtic music and one of the music mentioned above, I would choose Celtic music. There’s something so very relaxing about Celtic music as it never fails to take you to unknown worlds and places. Every time I listen to one of my favorite Celtic pieces, it transports me to a whole new dimension. I wish I was  a Celt. But, unfortunately, I am not. But I guess that’s nothing to worry about because you can be a Celt by soul even though you are not by physical means. Hats off to Celtic Music. Here is a piece that I like:

Johnny Depp and me
January 15, 2011

Well, yes this is going to sound hilarious. But this is what I dreamed last night, after me posting a new post “Late In the Night” where I said I did not get any sleep, I finally succeeded in getting some sleep and even going away to that far off place where dreams live. And who said dreams are supposed to be serious and mysterious every time? Well, I can assure you that this particular dream of mine is hilarious. Well, at least, to me. =)

The dream went as follows:

Well,I do not remember how I entered the place, but it seemed as though I was there already. It was a pleasant place. Much like a painting. Greenery all around and nothing else except a chemist’s shop. I was already in the chemist’s shop and i called for the chemist as I looked around me just to realize that I was not alone. All of a sudden, two people were fighting. They were angry, very angry. I guess I almost instantly knew that they were undergoing anger management therapy. (=D) SO here ends the chemist shop dream and as I went out of the chemist’s shop, i was at an apartment and I saw Mad Hatter. (=P) Well, I went to take a closer look and I saw that it was Johnny Depp. (LOL) As I neared him, he started walking towards me and started talking to me. And I don’t remember the exact words, but he said something like ” Did you see Alice?” and I said something in reply, but he didn’t seem to care. So after that, I don’t know why, but we started playing. Hide and Seek. I went wherever Johnny went. ( I didn’t want to lose him :D) Finally, he removed a pocket book , which had Michael Jackson’s picture on it ( Wow) and he scribbled something on it. Then as I started reading it, though it did not make sense, I understood what he wrote. (hm…) He wrote “I found Alice” . And thats it. My mom waking me up and blah…i wanted to stay there a little longer. (duh…it was Johnny Depp!!) Well, Thats my dream. And believe me, it was hilarious to me. Just the fact that dreams can make me talk to Johnny Depp shows how powerful they are. What would be almost impossible was made possible in a few hours.

Well, I will return to that place again when the time is right. I will return to my dreams tonight.

January 14, 2011

So I should say, word press is really cool. =) I never enjoyed blogging very much only because I got bored of it after sometime or probably because I didn’t like the theme. I currently like my blog appearance and I’m really cool with the variety of choices Word Press has to offer. Nice going Word Press.